On site discussions TOPCHRETIEN.com , another testimony to us how easy it is to be seduced by this spiral, this illusion of belonging when feels lonely, ill at ease and vulnerable by unfortunate events of life.
a conversion I'll explain in this article my conversion ... Let's start I was born into a family where my father was Catholic beliefs, and my mother was an atheist (it does not say belief atheist ^ ^). Soon, my parents began to believe in God (why?) and evangelical Christians have become engaged! Very young (5-6 years), I was forced to go to a place of Protestant worship. I played Pokemon in this place, as evidence that I did not know any of that. That to last a few years until our move to Tunisia. There, my father found a house of worship in Protestant English, and forced me to accompany him every Sunday. I understood nothing at all, but however, force the support I did! How many times have I do not reprimanded because I left a book or a laptop that I was more than 4 times the toilet ... This disgusted me pre-Christian faith. This was only the beginning! I lied to everyone, anytime, even on my beliefs, I really was not right ... Then comes the moment when my parents decided to divorce: huge emotional shock! Family ordnance, finding myself alone with my mother in France, my father still in Tunisia and my sister in Belgium for the health problems of my mother. I am entering college as a good student model (^ ^) and I noticed there amazing the number of Satanists. People who want the destruction, death, violence ... All sorts of things like that. Deeply rooted in the suffering of this family separation, I tried all means not find me comfort. Among girls, oddly, I had no positive response of comfort, nobody wanted me, said if cruement. So I sought solace in Satanism, and I sank into it, pure and hard! Praise worship Satan, it was certainly not the best thing I had arrived. Without documentation, how to proceed? I launched my mule, and I download the satanic bible Aton-S Lavey, and some black magic books. It all seemed very interesting, and Satan who was referenced was indeed the devil, enemy of Christianity. Only in a Catholic school, Satanism is not accepted! Thus, during my first cathedral, I had to give evidence for my belief. Satan, vicious, completely slip of my tongue, and made me say I was racist when that was not the message I wanted to spend! The teacher took the opportunity, and told the director. The director told me that this was an expulsion! I was stunned, scared to death! My parents had such high hopes in me, how spoiled? It should not pass it like that! I climbed the steps 4-4 and I went to the principal's office. He was busy on the phone (probably with my parents), so that I went into the room opposite the office of his secretary. She asked me what was happening, I had a deathly white from her! I told him that I would surely be fired permanently. Surprised, that is what was his reaction. Then the director out of his office and go to the exit. All we had not seen. The secretary rushed in pursuit. Then I felt a fire inside that gnawed at me! I gasped and said aloud: "God, if you really exist, because I'm not turning, and I stop with Satanism." The director returns with the secretary and took me into his office. We discussed long moments, he grabbed the phone, called my mother, saying: "Madam, I spoke with your son, I think I'll give him one last chance only, therefore, he will continue his schooling in our normal school! " Relieved, I gave him a big thanks, and God establishes peace within me! This is the beginning of my conversion! A few months later, my grandparents and I learn a camp of evangelization took place. I announced, after some hesitation, my voluntary participation in this camp! I met many nice people, and especially learned a lot of things I try to transmit a maximum people as possible. Now I walk with God, and my best friends are Satanists become more or less religious ... I find myself relieved, and I bless God for giving me this grace!
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